Friendships can be so fun and rewarding, but they can also cut you right to the core.
For someone (myself) who dropped everything to be with a friend in her time of need to be pushed away in my time of need hurts so bad. To have my texts completely ignored is just icing on the shit cake.
Funny when someone who you see changing into someone else, a change that this person fought tooth and nail for over a year and a half (due to a boyfriends idea of what a girlfriend and mother should be), and the friend who stood by her through good and bad is cast aside as if she were nothing more than a casual aquaintance.
It hurts. Plain and simple, it really fucking hurts.
Sigh
Yet, I'm not giving up on the friendship. She is like a sister to me, I KNOW she will come around. She's the type of person who will understand why and how she has hurt me and I will not throw it in her face. That's the funny thing about our friendship, we do understand each other. That is why I'm not going on the offensive and flipping my shit over this (well, except for here that is).
I'm a scorpio.I will forgive..but mother fucker I won't forget..and the trust will never be there again..still be friends...but not the kind of friend we were before. Cause if they do it once..prepare yourself..they'll do it again..but this time you'll be looking for it...
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